Friday, June 09, 2006
i was pissed ):
hello everyone! =)
i just had to post today.
Firstly, i would like to tell all the people swimming in the same lane as me tuhday tt : please don't take this post in any offence :S i meant no harm just to let out the weird feeling in me now . thanks a lot for understanding (that is if you understand)
Secondly, i would like to say that ppl who know me well enough, may it be swimming friends or school friends, they know that i seldom get pissed. (not being ego, just telling the truth) perhaps i was born with it or practiced it through my years. But i could never get pissed at small matters. But today was an exception and i'm still trying hard to find out why. so if you know, pls tell me. thx.
ok, so i shall type down today's set first:
800m mixed stroke warm-up
10 x 50m turn on 1:10
3 x 500m - free
free
100m choice, 100m kick on i dunno what time
then,
20 x 100m - 50m free, 50m choice on 1:40
100m IM on 1:40
50m kick, 50m pull on !;50
repeat till we finish 20
200m warm down
even if i missed out something i can't be bothered.
ok, look at the bolded set, that was the set that nearly drove me mad. :S the first one was already tragically tragic. Claire was leading for about 300m and i was behind her. apparently she wasn't in the mood to chiong and decided to slack so she stopped HALFWAY and made me and Kat go first. and at tt time, i was nearly 50m behind jeremy, hu was in the other lane. so i chionged but OBVIOUSLY i wasn't going to catch up. but at least i tried right? and at tt time, kat was chasing me at the back and i was getting kinda irritated(which puzzled me becoz y should i be?) so the second set, i told the 2 of them, claire and kat to go first. but they refused. i was probably buring in rage cos i felt hot all over. so i just went. then i stopped because i felt tt i had 2 mad dogs chasing behind me and i just can't take it (and i dunno y too. training these few days was so horrible i can't take it no more) so i let them go first, then i went after trying to calm down. so the last set the both of them were like;
kat and claire: xin ping, go first.
me: no!
claire: but you're going so fast
me: you two are like chasing me like mad dogs!
claire: but you rested for 100m!
after that, i knew both of them were pissed. and i was worse. i was probably going to box them at tt time. i just knew i had to get somewhere. so i got up and went to the toilet. (without permission) oops ): sry uncle sunny. then, i was just so pissed i wanted to scream at everybody around me (including kim, who has just decided to be a wonderful gurl and transfer to ACE YAYY KIM!). so i tried to calm myself down and this auntie, whoever she was, i can't see thot tt i was having an asthma attack asked me if i was alright. PHEW! at time time, i was so breathless i thot i was. :S but i managed to nod and she went off.
and so i went back and DECIDED TO GO LAST! to aviod me getting all geared up again.
so the last set i told them 2 to go first. and DUH, they refused. i didn't care, if they didn't wanna go, neither did i. but in the end, what happens, i end up going first again. SO IRRITATING MANN!! grr! but i thot tt set was fun so i decided not to talk to them about it though i still felt angry.
at the end of training. i knew i felt betta because uncle sunny said:
good, well done. we did a lot tuhday
PHEW at least someone in this world knows how to say the correct thing at the correct time!! but till now, i'm still wondering why i was so pissed over such a small trival matter?! ARGH! this frustration is not going off and my head is burning still.
for now i can just hope tt tmr's uncle pk's training will not be so much of a headache ):
and i hope the ppl swimming in my lane doesn't take this to heart. i was just trying to vent out my frustration. thx!
xinping
posted by Xin Ping @ 8:47 PM
oops. you're it
